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Dark_Magician_Girl #1 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:19 PM

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E’tu Brute?  There has been some recent drama, which I have been the epicenter of, and for good reason.  I was planning on writing a guide discussing the psychology of rerolling and such, but since this fight exploded around me, I might as well roll with the punches and do my best to write a small guide on my beautiful dark purple twisted reroll fantasy while clearing my own conscience.

 

Blitz was an escape for me.  It was the moment I didn’t have to think about more serious problems in life.  I personally equate the Magician persona to putting on a hat.  Whenever I play blitz, I become the Magician (with its associations as many have debated about), whenever I’m not playing, I’m just me.

 

That persona has now been torn from my soul.  I am no longer the lovely super-uni commander.  The persona I wear is so intertwined with my mindset to the game that I have wondered recently if I will ever be able to fully achieve a “Blitz Zen” ever again considering this drama.  From the past 7-8 months of personal experience, I honestly believe the Magician’s persona, along with a reroll elevated the quality of my gameplay.  It will be a task recovering this mindset, but I think it can be done. I have already played a few games today and while they were sometimes rough (a combination of tiredness and emotional distraught), I just have to continue to tell myself that I am the Magician, and hence I will play at a superior level.  A very twisted self-conducted psychological experiment yes, but I get results.  To provide a similar colloquial application, think of Clark Kent becoming Superman whenever there is danger.

 

For those of you leading or encouraging the scourge against me, I don’t expect this explanation to somehow right the wrong of my deception, but my mind is now clear, and I can finally get some decent sleep so that I may play better tomorrow.

 

On a side note, Oscar Wilde is attributed to saying “the only thing worse than being talked about is not being talked about at all.”  So to all my friendly haters (you know who you are), feel free to throw the match on this gasoline fountain of a thread.  Another thing I’d like to note before I close… if I indeed was female, I think that speaks volumes about your assumptions of people and how you react within diverse environments.  And before you respond saying “I knew all along” or something similar... I have 2 words for you.  Schrodinger’s Cat.

 

I have given serious consideration to changing my name and to go off the grid. For those that support me and respect me, I am grateful. I hope in your eyes and hearts I will always be the lovely Magician.

 

Iacta alea est, cogito ergo sum

DMG, 11 NA


Edited by Dark_Magician_Girl, 30 November 2017 - 07:23 AM.

STAR1 NA top 10 all-time ranked player - Blitzstars NA top 10 most winning all-time ranked player - Blitzstars NA top 10 highest career WN8 all-time ranked player - #1 ranked driver E75 STAR1 - Blitzstars 49 different vehicles with top 10 all-time NA WN8 - 35+ unique career 3000+ damage averages at high tiers - Captain of 3 top 8 NA tournament appearances - Content creator of map meta defining Blitz YT content - 1 of 3 Bushka masterclass candidates.

 

I am, the Dark Magician Girl

 


VonMiller58 #2 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:25 PM

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maybe your just really good at the game without the "persona' and the "reroll"

 

Hang your hat on that...no tricks got you good...your smart and poised and likely have great hand eye coordination 

 

Enjoy and good luck with whatever....hope to see you on green not red...although you will never play with me if you have same control mode off

 

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r4zrbl4de #3 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:26 PM

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From what I've seen in the past, name-changing doesn't hide you from people who want to find you

 

 

 


j0nn0 #4 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:26 PM

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No idea what this drama is about, never been one to keep track of it anyways, but it's always been my motto to play as yourself. If you're the type to support, go ahead. If you yolo like a raging maniac and that's your thing, then fine. If you need to give yourself a persona to think better, play better, shoot better, then so be it. It's just that if the game is no longer fun, is it still a game worth playing?

 

in any event, whether you keep the DMG name or not, I hope to see you on the battlefield. It's always nice to know who to watch out for on red or who to try to support on green.


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66_75_63_6b_20_79_6f_75 #5 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:26 PM

    I Blame Rocket

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The Problem with Magic.

It isn't Real.

Magic is the Art of Deception.

I just assumed you where being clever.

 



NateDawg2k16 #6 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:28 PM

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I'm just gonna sit and watch this thread blow up :popcorn:

"If you're gonna go out, go out with a bang." - Nobody said this. But somebody should have. 


reluctanttheist #7 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:28 PM

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There's no scourge here.  You are one of the best contributors to the forums I know of, and giving you any grief about any of the news of late (unverifiable as it is) is just not at all part of my purview.

 

Stay on the grid - carry on.  You have lots of fans and lots of support.  Gossip is stupid and meaningless anyway.


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LoweExpectations #8 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:29 PM

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So......

What?


 

 

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_UrgleMcPurfle_ #9 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:29 PM

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Now this is the response I was looking forward to from DMG! Heh, just playing. Like the others have said, I will always wish to see you on green and not red. And please don't quit Blitz-good forumers and excellent players like you are few and far between. 

_Tokyo #10 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:33 PM

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So are you a girl or not? Or are you just a horny teenager

 

Facts don't care about your feelings

 

...always right


r4zrbl4de #11 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:34 PM

    Camo Fetish

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View PostPoshlivsena, on 21 March 2017 - 04:33 PM, said:

So are you a girl or not? Or are you just a horny teenager

 

I'm sure all of us guys have tried or wanted to try masquerading as a girl online at some point, just to see what it's like, being horny has nothing to do with it I don't think

 

 

 


ElderMaxson #12 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:35 PM

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Oh boy this is gonna be fun to watch :popcorn:

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olddatsunfan #13 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:37 PM

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Hmm...  I've enjoyed your posts in the past few months myself and having seen you play in the various CW videos I'd say why bother.  You're an obvious superior player and Blitz is pretty anonymouse so don't bother changing your name.
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_UrgleMcPurfle_ #14 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:38 PM

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View PostPoshlivsena, on 21 March 2017 - 04:33 PM, said:

So are you a girl or not? Or are you just a horny teenager

 

You must be the aforementioned "match". Now, where's the gasoline?

Silevern #15 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:39 PM

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http://www.webmd.com...nality-disorder


_Tokyo #16 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:41 PM

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View PostSilevern, on 21 March 2017 - 04:39 PM, said:

 

l m f a o

 

Facts don't care about your feelings

 

...always right


_GraceToo #17 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:49 PM

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View Postreluctanttheist, on 21 March 2017 - 10:28 PM, said:

There's no scourge here.  You are one of the best contributors to the forums I know of, and giving you any grief about any of the news of late (unverifiable as it is) is just not at all part of my purview.

 

Stay on the grid - carry on.  You have lots of fans and lots of support.  Gossip is stupid and meaningless anyway.

 

110% agree

DeadlyAZNS #18 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:53 PM

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View Postr4zrbl4de, on 21 March 2017 - 10:26 PM, said:

From what I've seen in the past, name-changing doesn't hide you from people who want to find you

 

Hue. Agreed mate. I have first hand experience.

Edited by ProdigyWiz, 21 March 2017 - 10:55 PM.


chicagoK #19 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:55 PM

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WHO THE HELL CARES?

 

oooohhh...I might not actually be from Chicago!



_deathstalker_ #20 Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:55 PM

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Hey DMG be who you want to be, I decided to be a poisonous scorpion.  What matters is I have never seen you be rude in a game or after win or lose.  when I have asked you a question you answer.  Others can revel in the drama, I say leave it to them and enjoy your day.





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